<font size=6>i miss my friends<font size=6>

i hate myself

right now.

i really do.

because i know.

i did something wrong

and i know i should talk to her.

but i dont know what to say at all

and im really scared to start the conversation

i dont' miss the past anymore.

i just wanna fix all this mess

and i dont know how to

even go about it really

fuck.

i hate myself.

new years resolution:

change and make it good, and keep whats told to you in. no matter what it is.

its all so fake.

i'm hyper.

and " happy"

so i dont have to put up wtih

why are you so sad.

blah blah

or god stop being sad its stupid.

so put on that plastic smile and get ready for a new day.

i miss him.

really bad.

and them too.

just as bad.

so.

i miss :

her

him

them

it

that place

that time

that feeling

your stupid

i feel down

i loved you

im hurt

could you

come back

i miss there

now

then

deeply

gone

forever

i

wish

you'd see

me

as who

i

am